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I’ve been wrong in my life more times than I care to admit. Leaving you was wrong, I should have tried harder to make us work. It’s one of the few times that I’m glad that I admitted that I was wrong. You make me so happy and I want to spend the rest of my life with you and this I’m positive im right on.

Part of me wants to be in my relationship with josh and get engaged and get married and have a family and settle down and there is another part of me thats wants to sit at the bar and flirt with dougie and hook up with jake and be single an live alone and do what i please and answer to no one and then i remember that means that i would probably have to sleep alone and wake up alone and do things by myself and i dont know if i have just become accustomed to having someone around or that i really am madly in love with josh and i dont want to spend another second of my life without him … What is wrong with me?

The snow creaks under your feet on the fragile wood of our back stairs. Im sitting alone wrapped in crawl spaces and broken melodies heard through thin walls. Please forgive me. I just want you to stick around long enough to realize that Im worth all of the trouble I cause because Im sure that I will fuck this all up somehow so dont let me getaway I think of all those nights alseep in our bed swearing we will always be this close. Flesh to Flesh Heart to Heart I will never let this go I swear that I would love you forever So when it all passes will you still run your fingers through my hair and trace my lips with your hands we will still watch our shadows dance on poloroids and loose leaf paper and I dont want you to be scared anymore because even though I hear angels calling my name it is you they are sending me to, they are sending me to you.

Today is officially the best day ever … Josh and i are working things out and im just hoping at this point we can get back to where we were sooner rather than later … So happy :)

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